I Need You Here
6:43 AM - Saturday, December 26, 2009
aww man. Why must my holidays be packed and my parents dont let me out often. grr.. i wanna spent time with you. but it seems time, money doesnt permit. its ok. just hope you wont get tired of me nor change:D i wil spent time with you soon. movies, outings:D but the stupid thing is i tend to promise tooo much. so im sorry if i cant fullfill some of them alright??!
recently i just found out what the meaning of open relationship. i think im in too much. gosh. but what am i saying. i dont even think people think of me that way:) but im missing one open relationship right now. i missed you soo much that i put you as wallpaper on my phone:) missed how you smile cuz its super cute:) too bad you dont know this:(
Anyways, Band Camp is a few more days and im really looking forward to it.. And the concert:) i dont know why but i miss band. weird? i know. haiz k so tomorow im going to help out at a wedding. my cousins apparently. so ya im not looking forward to it. cuz im not close to my father's side at all. anyways, highway star learning is coming smoothly. the solo just have to smoothen the edges:) k so thats all for today? k night-zzzzzzz!!:D
Disfunctional
7:11 AM - Friday, December 25, 2009
Life sucks for me this moment now. first from the previous post second, my stupid parents are fightin and resultin split? Bullshit. i mean both cant except there wrong? please lah just accept it lah please. im too young now to live without my parents. im still dependent on them for like, money? welfare? advice? argh! please lah. can you please like accept that both of you are wrong? then change for the better. dont be protective lah idiot and accept the fact that you are not perfect lah please. actually it all originate from my mum's old friend whom like her last time. he start message my mum. then its like WTF!!
FCUK ABDUL DIO KARIM!!
Stay Away you Effing Idiot!!
Its all cause of THIS EFFING GUY!!! fcuking flirt to the core. Ergh! Hope you read this Karim! CCB! Yes I love my parents and i want them together, eventhough they scold me and stuff. Bitch ah. ergh!
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Heart Heart Breaker
2:09 AM - Thursday, December 24, 2009
Decided to make a new blog cause i'm tired of the previous one. Once again the other reason was because i was bored to death on christmas eve. its christmas eve and im not going out. hate being short on money and parents complain i went out to much. its not like im smoking or anything. nor am i doing bad things. so i woke up today to a normal morning with breakfast and other stuff. then bathed then watch TV. nowadays cartoons are getting boring. Only star movie is fun to watch^^ anyways today i tried a new song, learning. Highway star. currently, the starting to the chorous went well. Now im tackling the damn solo. i want to be serious in guitar playing so, i guess my basics really helped me alot(: so i gotta learn more basics:) haha. so again i was bored and when im bored, i tend to think about things, what people wrote, message said, typed,do. and some of them is seriously bothering me. K fine you broke up, as your best friend, i hear them and tend to you. Make you hppy and smile:) But the fact that you keep talking about him?? It means your not over it seriously. ya you told him you had no feelings for him. Dont Lie! Come on. when i keep hearing about you talking about him, Its heartbreaking. and your messages about feeling pity for him? whats that. ergh. guess youre not the one. Im hoping it isnt true:( anyways band camp is coming, hope it would be fun like the last time. Slept at the parade square and canteen and smuggling food. Good times. This few days i wont be free cause of aunties wedding and my phone bill bursted again. i really have to get unlimited messages. that would be fun:) okok thats all for now. ima post again if im bored. and continue learning highway star.:)
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